Day 7: Acoustic

I've been singing this song for a couple of days now. It's so phenomenal. I'm determined to learn how to play it.

Short post because I have TONS to do.

Day 6: Missing Persons

(I wonder how many poses I'm going to exhaust in my mirror. And I think I'm wearing super baggy clothes to trick my mind about my body...maybe. Still gotta' work out!)

Why do I always do this? Give up on the constant blogging I hype myself up to do but then fail? I've been on Tumblr and YouTube way too much. I've been studying pretty hard because I need to be on my A game. I did a photoshoot for a calendar, on Friday, Sept. 24th (which is when this camera whoring picture came about) We drove to Curtis Apple Orchard in Champaign! It's such a cute place full of people and so many activities to do. I want to make a cute picnic there with wine, bread, strawberries and nutella along with a good book and my camera. The girl we shot photos of was super nice and a completely sweetheart, but I keep running into all of these Koreans! I love them, though :P haha I also went to Kenneth's 21st birthday which was a stress reliever that was much needed; especially when we left his apartment and went to the club (Cly's) afterwards. Nothing beats dancing to the best music and singing as loud as you want - you just lose yourself in the moment, no inhibitions. Midterms are coming up and it's not the best time for me to be in this weird slump. The past week has been full of thinking, eating way too much, sleeping at weird hours and feeling like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. I still feel like I can't keep up with myself, when will that change?

Day 5: Tell Me Now

 A fighter needs their rest too. How else are they gonna' get up in the morning with twice the strength to want something so badly?

Day 4: White Blank Page

(This picture was during the first week of school-->you can tell by my old bedsheets)

EDIT: Post erased

Day 3: Chrome Hearts

This post is for September 14. Let's say I dressed like a bum and wanted to let you know.

A real post will come later :P

Day 2: Rock Your Body

Today I started running again. 

Day 1: I'm Trying

(Old serious-ish Yumi photo, ftw!)

It's another sleepless night and I decided that I want to get back into blogging. Real blogging. I contemplated writing on Tumblr, but I think that page is like my own personal scrapbook of photos and quotes that I love and I'd rather not taint it any more with my rambles. I don't know what drove me to the edge to erase all my old posts, it makes me sad, same thing applies to deleting my Xanga a couple years ago now. I want to really follow through with this. I do follow through with everything in the beginning but midway through, some sort of crisis happens and I just can't handle what I write about my life. Dramatic...I know. So I'm going to try really hard to put up a picture and a little blurb about myself and let's see this transformation. This picture is from this summer and I've already changed - gotten my nose pierced, hair is way longer and a different color and...I don't know what else, but that's fine.

I think it's funny that I'm writing as if someone's reading this, when it should be for myself. But if you're a random person that somehow managed to fall onto this page: Hello :)

I'll find time, I have to learn how to, for this, for people, for myself.

And so it is.